rainbowtrain | (no subject)

Maybe sometimes, but no. Even I realize you can't work all the time.

So what do you have in mind, then? Because I don't think you want to see the little fun I had in my memories.

[ ha... ha... I only know mostly work, too. :( ]

I mostly know of spending time together.[ and nearly getting killed, whoops. ] I'd say games, but I think we have enough of what they call that here. Reading, perhaps, or exploring.

[i have studying, failing at studying, failing at making my parents happy, and fucking my best friend]

Dungeon run sounds okay, I guess, but I didn't think reading was a group activity.

[ ...idk this reference so i'm just going to pause at that. ]

It can be. You read out loud.

Seriously?

[is our first group activity together going to be explaining my vocabulary]

You should know by now I'm hardly ever not serious.

[ possibly ]

Seems a little childish...

So does your hobbies being 'drinking' and 'sleeping'.

... Yeah, well. You're just too high strung to get it.

No, I can understand the reasons people drink perfectly well.

But you've never tried it yourself?

As I said. I prefer to have my wits about me

For what?

Because I decided to drown everything instead of solving them nothing would change.

If you haven't noticed, nothing changes here anyway. Wake up, play a game, go to sleep, repeat forever.

Yes. And if I thought like that it wouldn't change. [ She purses her lips. ] In case you've forgotten, one of the very first memories I received was being tortured for who I am. Because my world thinks people like me shouldn't exist. I should be dead, based on that, but my friends didn't give up. And we continued to fight.

I could do the exact same thing as you, but I know that it won't make it disappear. I know that tomorrow I'll still wake up and it will have happened and someone will still think that way. But if I do nothing then it will always stay that way.

Yeah, I remember. I saw that memory of yours, too, remember?

Have you seen any of mine?

I think the better question is who hasn't seen each other's memories.

Just humor me.

That would depend on which, wouldn't ot?

I did say "any".

I can't think of a single memory that won't prove my point.

Things can change.

For the worse.

You're wrong. I've seen you. You've already changed, Nightingale.